I believe in yesterday.

Sunday, May 31, 2009

100 truths (of absolute randomness)

Heyya!

So it's the last day of May, and the holidays are here.
And I'm so tied down with work, work and more. Hence, I'm taking this Sunday off to chill a little before I officially start mugging tomorrow.

Anyway, had 9 conversations -
7 on MSN:
Quinne, Royden (Yea, the siblings are talking to me in 2 separate conversations. I wonder if they knew. Lol!), Salted Pig, Noviana, Gab Chew, Yan Jun(the guy one. Lol!), Sally.
and 2 via phone
Amanda Loh and Sethrina. lol!

Shall do a random FB quiz here. Haha. (I may consider tagging people on FB as a note xP)

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 20 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.(To do this, go to “notes” under tabs on your profile page, copy and paste this note, erase my answers and enter your own, tag people (in the right hand corner of the app) then click publish.)

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Some yoghurt drink. Yay :D
2. Last phone call: Sethrina.
3. Last text message: Simon.
4. Last song you listened to: A night to remember - HSM 3
5. Last time you cried: Ahh, I can't remember.
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: Big NO NO.
7. Been cheated on: Nope.
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: Nope. Haha.
9. Lost someone special: Not yet. :P
10. Been depressed: Yeap. Oh the days I wouldn't wish to remember...
11. Been drunk and threw up: I don't drink. :)
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Blue
13. Pink (I know Sahana's waiting for me to type this! xP)
14. Purple
THIS YEAR(2009) HAVE YOU:
15. Made a new friend: I think I can easily say more than 50. Haha xP
16. Fallen out of love: Nope.
17. Laughed until you cried: Totally!
18. Met someone who changed you: Well, does a decrease in weight count? haha. xP
19. Found out who your true friends were: I guess I knew that quite a long time ago :D
20. Found out someone was talking about you: Well, it depends if it's on the positive or negative side. But I'll say yes to both. Haha.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: Nah.
22. How many people on your friends list in Facebook do you know in real life: All, really! :)
23. How many kids do you want to have: I'm not too sure, 2-4 sounds good. Haha.
24. Do you have any pets: Nope. Unless longkang fishes which have long gone before me counts. Heehee xP
25. Do you want to change your name: No, Jesmine's a totally awesome name! :D
26. What did you do for your last birthday: School. Met some of my ex-classmates (the TJ bunch plus Jesicca and Isabel!) who totally surprised me at Mos Burgers, Bugis. Bused down to Magic Wok where juniors surprised me with this awesome photo collage (filled with many unglam photos which i had to carry home, but I loved it very much, anyway :D). Family celebration! :D
27. What time did you wake up today: 10.30am, if I'm not wrong. I got dragged out of the bed! D:
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Watching HSM 3. Heehee xP
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Midyears to be over! :D
30. Last time you saw your Mother: a couple of hours ago.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Study in a school nearer my place. (TJ/VJ)
32. What are you listening to right now: Quietness.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Nah, at least I don't think so.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: I'm feeling really calm right now. Must have been the yoghurt drink! xP
35. Most visited webpage: Litespeed ):
36. Whats your real name:OJM Jesmine
37. Nicknames: Jes, Green Tea, Jesmini(My PW groupmates came up with that)...
38. Relationship Status: Single :D
39. Zodiac sign: Pisces
40. Male or female?: Female.
41. Elementary?: Kong Hwa
42. Middle School?: TKGS
43. High school/college?: NYJC
44. Hair colour: Black
45. Long or short: Mid-length hair? Haha.
46. Height: 160ish. I wanna grow a little taller! ):
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: Not now.
48: What do you like about yourself?: My personality when I feel happy. Haha :D
49. Piercings: None.
50. Tattoos: Never!
51. Righty or lefty: Righty.
FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: Not for now.
53. First piercing: Never had one. xP
54. First best friend: Grace Chan. Haha really! Bestie!
55. First sport you joined: Netball! :D
56. First vacation: Hmm, Star Cruise, I think. Or was it Bali? (Okay, I can't remember!) Heehee xP
58. First pair of trainers: Uhh...
RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: Nope.
60. Drinking: Nope
61. I'm about to: End up in slumberland
62. Listening to: Why do they keep asking the same question? Lol!
63. Waiting on: No one. I'm not a maid. :)
YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: Yup!
65. Get Married?: Yeap! (Oh celestial kingdom!) :D
66. Career?: I'm still considering among applying for med school, pharmacy or psychology. xP
WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes.
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs.
69. Shorter or taller: Taller!
70. Older or Younger: Younger.
71. Romantic or spontaneous: A good mix of both, I suppose :)
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Arms. Heehee.
73. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive.
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Hesitant.
HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: Never.
77. Drank hard liquor: I told you I don't drink.
78. Lost glasses/contacts: Not yet. Yay!
79. Sex on first date: Are you out of your mind?
80. Broken someone's heart: Well, yes...
82. Been arrested: Never! I'm a good girl! :D
83. Turned someone down: Unfortunately, yes ):
84. Cried when someone died: Like DUH. Unless you're devoid of feelings.
85. Fallen for a friend?: DTY :D
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: Yes.
87. Miracles: Yes.
88. Love at first sight: Yes.
89. Heaven: Yes.
90. Santa Claus: When I was a little kid and my dad dressed up as Santa during ward Christmas Party almost every year :D
91. Kiss on the first date: No.
92. Angels: Yes.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: Are you out of your mind?!
95. Did you sing today?: Yes! And proud of it! :D
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: Nope!
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: Sec1.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relieve it, what would it be?: Prom night.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Maybe
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: Yea. I can't of any cheesy name for this quiz. Lol!

Yay, I'm done!
Will tag the 25 people on Facebook :D
Tomorrow will be a long day with awesome afternoon!
Seminary. Chem Tutorial. Bio Tutorial. Study date with Ee Chien (Haha, time for me to go over to her place to study lest her mum thinks that she's dating a guy on such a frequent basis!).
And I need to pack my stuff for Choirexco camp and YC! OH NO OH NO! D: D: D: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. D:
Anyway, to all those terrified sec 4s taking your darling MT papers tomorrow morning, ADD OIL and make sure you get your desired A1/A2/B3 okay! I've gone through that tension before, and trust me, it was worse when you've got China scholars sitting all around you! (I took the Nov paper, btw. Haha.)
Alright, Toodles fer now! :D

summer fling, don't mean a thing.

Xoxo.

Saturday, May 30, 2009

Where do I begin

In short, GP was *sigh*.
Honestly, I didn't know what I was writing for the essay.
I wouldn't rate comprehension as badly as the essay, but I know it just didn't go as smoothly as I wished it could.
If I get D/E, I'll jump for joy. (Anyway Sherron mentioned that you'll prolly be in the 95th percentile if you got a D for GP. :X) Haha.
(And Sherron, I'm gonna camp in NYJC/outside your house.)

Music Comm meeting was pretty fruitful; we got quite a couple of points discussed and I'm done with typing and sending the minutes! Yay me :D I think Gabchew's feeling a little guilty abut me penning down the minutes for the entire minute, he's decided to write them down the next meeting, heeheehee. :)

Dinner after that at Swenson's at J8! Well, we were planning to have Pepper Lunch but that place was SO FULL (and everywhere else we went couldn't accomodate 8 people and they had awfully long queues), so we ended up at Swensons! And while looking around for food places, Simon was crapping around and most of his jokes were very KOH(COLD) and they were so KOH(COLD), it felt like we were in Antarctica where the temperature was an absolute 0 Kelvin, thus it can't be any KOH-DER(COLDER). HAHAHA. Okay, nevermind, that was so random. xP Rachel treated 50% and Mr Cheow sponsered the other half! Most of us had Baked Chicken Rice, Rachel had all-day breakfast for dinner(oh the irony!) and Simon had some pineapple rice meal. Mr Cheow had to leave early, so we continued eating dinner (and guess what, Rachel couldn't finish her 'breakfast'.) HAHA. Nabillah and JY later treated us to the icecream earthquake, which was so so awesome yo! xP David popped by when we finished the icecream and Rachel was about to foot the bill. Made our way to ~~Cold Storage~~Fair Price to check if they sold solid fuel (unfortunately they didn't). Some of the guys were contemplating whether to watch a movie (which in the end they didn't do so), while Nabillah, Rachel, Simon and I decided to head for home. I'm waiting for the photos from Nabillah's camphone. (Nyeh heh heh, random pictures of me and Rachel.) so that I can put up, I suppose xP

Anyway, the June holidays have officially started! (Which means I have to study like, at least 8 hours a day? D: ) But there's YC and Choir exco camp too, which means I've gotta study even harder! JIAYOU JESMINE! :D

Alright, better get off right now. I've gotta leave home in about an hour and a half for YW activity, and meeting EC for study date after that. Tata!

Xoxo.

Monday, May 25, 2009

Meetingo.

LAST WEEK CONSISTED OF Meetings, meetings and more meetings.
PW meetings, Choir Exco meeting, Phonecall and MSN meetings with Gab Chew, MSN meetings with Gab Chew, Gab Cheow and Mr T, YC meetings...
Ohwow, I've pulled through a week filled with meetings. I'm totally impressed with myself. HAHAHAHA.
(of course, coupled with quite a fair bit of frustrations I totally blasted at some really innocent victims, my apologies there. But I still heart you guys manymany, all the same. :) )

And I'm through with my bunking headache, Joyce!
Michael and I were attempting to resolve bunking problems before the start of the meeting till the end of the meeting for Jace, Roy, John (and possibly JC) and I kinda solved Rachel's bunking problem too! Yay me :D
And 4 hours of games! (after we kinda whined it out that 3 hours was wayyyyyy too little.)
(I just looked through the DFTL's categories and songs; I'm totally waiting for YC to come. HAHAHAHAHAHA. AWESOMEEEEE!) - okay, I'm nuts. I know. xP

Now to pull through week 10,
(GP paper, I'm gonna whack you. Totally.)
But first, I need to learn how to paraphrase words. Bummer. ):
:D

On a negative-looking note,
I'm in the midst of falling sick, again. ):
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO D:

Wish me luck yo. Will post over the weekends.
Xoxo.

P.S: YC's gonna be totally awesome this year, I'm assured. :D

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Bunking headache.

Dear Joyce,

I think I really caught your bunking headache after I've elevated yours! D:

Love Jesmine.

On another note, NYJC V'ball girls championed A' div against VJ while the boys were first runner ups against HCI. Congrats to both teams anyway! :D

Xoxo.

Friday, May 15, 2009

NYJChoir Oldcomm, Newcomm; SOV 2009; FIFTEEN POINTS

Michelle! Oh my dear ex-Student Welfare mate who was from Stringe and now in choir! :D

Kenneth: "Hey I look presentable! =)" (Source: Facebook)

YQ! I need you to go retail therapying with me! :)

NYJChoir Exco 0809 & 0910!

Gabchew, Gabcheow & Me. HAHA. (Okay, darn I know I'm the odd one out! xP)

(Darn, I need to do something about that sad-looking fringe of mine D: )

AND HELLO WORLD!
Yay I LOVE FRIDAYS :D

Here's FIFTEEN POINTS for you today!

1. I PASSED MY 2.4KM THIS MORNING! WOOHOO! (Even though I was totally not prepared!) And I broke my *ehem very lousy* record and got a D(1614), but who cares, as long as I passed! VERYVERY HAPPY! :D (AND I DON'T HAVE TO COME TO SCHOOL AT 7.20AM IN THE MORNING! YAY!)

2. SOV last night was good, especially the second half! :D But I loved the My Love Dwelt in a Northern Land, Phantom Waltz (where YQ danced with this guy and they look totally cute together!) from VJ choir and all the songs sung by VChorale (马头琴奏起来了(Mr T. sang solo!), 落水天, 竹里馆) and Cheow conducted them! (And Shuwei's in VJChorale and ohmy, she's so pretty now!) And there was this 数蛙song (sung by the year 2 VJchoristers) which had such cool conducting style, Gabchew and I were telling Rachel G. that we want to conduct a song like this. *Hands moving from left to right to left again!* Lol! And the brief conversation with Kenneth was, idk what to say.

J: *Walks to K and passes the bought-at-5.30pm-with-Gloria-and-prolly-half-melted-F.R*
K: You made me come down here to get this? (pause for, 10seconds?). Aww, so
sweet.
J: *Stares*. (You know, I was really tempted to whack you.)
Okay, I know it's very lame.

Anyway, good job VJ Choristers! :D

3. Dinner at Thaiexpress was pretty much hilarious. Half of us didn't know what to order, so Yuan Xi, Gloria and I order the same stuff. Which was (i-don't-remember)! Heehee. :D

4. Last night was the most awesome Thursday night of this term! :D

5. Wednesday afternoon was probably the most emo-cum-heart-wrenching day of the term.

6. Old exco stepped down and new exco stepped up on Wed. And Cheow kept me in suspense for the longest time, ever. (So mean!) He started with, the person's a girl... The person's a J1... The person's from Alto... The person's name starts with J... (... indicates the pauses.) and the name was revealed. Lol! Anyway, my position? Go guess for yourself! (Big hint: I'm not Alto SL nor in the admin comm!) Okay, I know some people out there knows them (like the whole of NYChoir and Travis&Kenneth, I suppose.) Lol!

7. I'm really, really sorry I'm not going for TJ's concert this year D: I promise to go next year alright, Shi Han! :D

8. I'm exhausted.

9. I still detest PW. Even though PI's good riddance, GPP & WR are here to haunt. Darn you.

10. I still miss TKGS. And choir. Darn darn darn.

11. And I missed TKGPB BBQ at ECP today. MEH D:

12. I just realised my facebook pictures has passed the 1,000 mark! Ohmy!

13. I can't wait for Midyears to be over. Really!

14. I don't wanna wake up so early just to go to NY to do the 5 items tomorrow! D:

15. Happy sweet 16th birthday Vivien Sim, aka my TKGSA2 successor (who would be passing her throne to the next successor soon! Oh time passes so quickly! D:) I MISS YOU!

Alright. 15points there.

Wish me all the luck for my 5 items tomorrow! :D

Xoxo.

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

And he was there, this stranger, singing clear and strong

HELLO WORLD!
Haha, I shall reply tags first! (It's been a long long time since I did, anyway xP)

NANA: Hello NANA! HAHA :D
Beaver: Beaverghostboo! Haha, I still look the same! (Prolly just a little fatter D:) And I miss you! :D
SS: Haha, hi Sherron aka Scary senior! :D
Oli: Linked you! :D
Grace: Hey dear! I'm so sorry, I look into the matter okay. How's SA? :D
Xuanhui: Hey don't look so sad okay, we'll be alright "D
SALLY: Hello Sally! :D
Deb: Debbie I didn't get to see you. Bah, nevermind, I'll get the stuff and meet up with you when I collect my SGC okay? :D
Jianing: HAHA Hi. (I would have told you everything I told you!)
Manda Loh: I'm so sorry I didn't go for kayaking activity... I'm going for YC! I'll get to meet you there!
Sab: I just met you yesterday!
Xintao: Haha. Hello Vicechair! xD

Ahwell. Math's telling me to go, but I just want to post a couple of stuff before I go.
Talked to Leslie on MSN about this particular person on Sun and I'm feeling alot better now since I rant practically everything to him about that person. Lol! At the very least, I'm released from my inner anger. Heehee :P
Slept quite a bit last night, and I guess I've kinda recovered from the post-SYF must-sleep syndrome. Feels awesome, but I've gotta be in school by 7.30am for Econs, so still... Ohwell.

And I totally need to get YC shirt sizes collated by tonight! (of which Rachel and Casey hasn't given me their sizes yet.) Need to give them a ring.

Anyway, this is weird. Choir bonding via mass conversation on MSN(Which is at least 10pages long, I suppose). But it bonds choir members together. Lol!
Tomorrow's gonna be a awfully long day for me.
I hope it doesn't go too badly.
Haha.

Darn you ~~summation, MOD, RR, MI!~~
~~And once again, I'm truly sorry.~~
~~My life's just filled with too much to handle right now.~~

Xoxo.

[/EDIT]
I've just been given a very big clue.
This is gonna be a really new adventure for me, if I didn't guess wrongly. :D
Bigger challenge, here I come :)
TYVM, D. :)

[/EDIT]
Oh joy, I'm talking to the slackest CT rep on earth. Lol.

Wednesday, May 06, 2009

White Gold.

I <3>

Dumbelle

NYJC SYF 2009.

Ohmy, the pictures are uploading in the reverse direction and I'm lazy to change.

Nevermind. Haha.
I'm tired and lazy to upload the more.

Next time, perhaps. :)

Xoxo.

Tuesday, May 05, 2009

Silver lining; A sunshine after rain.

NOOOOOOOOOOOO! I don't believe it.
Or rather, I choose not to believe it.
Why did things have to end this way?
I don't understand.
How, do I carry on from here.

[/EDIT]

After an endless stream of tears coupled with a couple of "cheer up, get on your feet and try again" conversations, I realised...
It's time I ought to wake up and get on.

Thank you,
for the lovely flowers Fiona & Malian.
for spending time after results revelation Serene, Ruth, Gloria, Sharon, Rachelle, Weilin, Chiwei, Jianing, Noelle, Charissa, Charmaine...
for lending me your shoulder to cry on Serene, Gloria, Kenneth.
for lending me your ears/time to rant my frustrations and despair Leslie, Ee Chien, Ruth, Kenneth.
for attempting to boost my morale again Leslie, Kenneth and XT.
for all the words of encouragements, for the time spent together, NYJC choir.

Things that I have inevitably promised some people today.
1. To pull myself up, get on my feet and try again.
2. To never ever give up, cos it's only the beginning.
3. To have more confidence in myself.

I will try, I promise, because I hate seeing so many people worried about me. I must not be selfish anymore. D:

For now, it's back to academics.
And I will go for choir exco interview tomorrow, as promised.
I will try.
Xoxo.

[/EDIT]
You make it so hard for me to live without you being there.

Monday, May 04, 2009

I fake a smile so you won't see

I am tired.
I am really tired.
Tired.
Tired.
Tired.
Tired.
Tired.
This shows how tired I am.

Tomorrow, IWe have to face SYF. That's it.
I'm super freaking scared/nervous, my legs are prolly wobbling.
Today, I missed TKGS Choir.
I remembered we gave out good luck presents on SYF day, did makeups, camwhore.
How we were scolded just before our performance, but we pulled through. (and got that GWH!)
But now, all I feel is an air of tension in me, praying that our dreams will come true.

Come tomorrow, I want to feel the same joy as I've felt 2 years ago. I want it, nothing less.
After tomorrow, I must get on with life and catch up with academia which I'm sadly lacking behind D:
I know I can, and I will.

On a brighter side, I just got Gloria a pink daisy. Yay :D Shall write her letter later, and prolly get other stuff/write letters for section people? Heehee xP
And I was uberly high on Saturday. Pictures after SYF :D

~~Drew~~They looks at me, I fake a smile so hethey won't see.

Xoxo.