<body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/11792751?origin\x3dhttp://shesangherwayhome.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>
Hey! This is Jesmine but there are a thousand and one others out there who calls her Jia Min too! She's (finally) 18 and is more than happy to be showered with gifts on the nineth day of the third month each year. She's currently mugging in Nanyang Junior College with a bunch of cute people in 1002, but she still loves and misses her alma mater, TKGS together with her dearest 4e1 very very much. She ditched her 4-years long CCA, netball, for singing - both in choir and as a soloist (Just don't ask her to sing Don't Cry For Me, Argentina. It's Marisa's new ploy to watch a free show! And I know poor Bren's sick of playing it!) She's been stuck in Alto 2 in choir for a good ol' 5 years while her dearest conductor is still deciding whether to leave her there or transfer her somewhere else, but she takes the performing role of a mezzosoprano as a soloist (and communicate her 3-octave range using her perfect pitch to her rocking friends who in turn gives her nicknames of innate objects such as tuning fork, piano and amplifier. :/) Oops, she nearly forgot to mention that she was a part of the Superwomen(Student Welfare) committee of the Prefectorial Board back in the good ol' TKGS days. She's awesomely proud to be an Latter-Day Saint, and savouring her last year as a Laurel before she gets kicked out of YW. She loves her family and friends to bits, and in her (very little) free time, adores chilling out with her friends, attend concerts, shopping (and window shopping too. Money don't fall from the sky, y'know.), singing, tinkling on the piano, blogging, FBing and there's so much more she'll prolly need a thousand pages for her to fill up her "LOVES&HOBBIES" section. Flowers, cute huggable soft toys, helium balloons and (hand-written) letters and notes are some of her favourite things.♥

PS: I can/can't believe you just spent/wasted 5 minutes of your life reading her introductory speech. Btw, she LOVES people who tag on her tagboard, so do make sure you let her know that you were here! Have an awesome day anyway! (:






Bituwin - template
Dementee - image

Words from Before It's Too Late by Goo Goo Dolls.

Hit counter code here

Saturday, February 28, 2009
Because it's 280209.

28th February 2009.


Wow, it's the end of February. The end of my first month in NYJC. 9 Days till I officially turn 17.

I shall do up a wishlist now. Haha. Got that inspiration from DebLock's blog! (Well, there was a particular group of people who asked me to do one up anyway to ease their pain of deciding what to get for me.). Here goes! :D

ONE. MEETUPS/DATES! Yes, BOOK ME! HAHA! (Okay, this sounds really wrong, really!) I should be free after 1.30pm on Monday, March 9th! I really wouldn't mind a surprise visit to my school/house! (Though I'm sure no one will come all the way to NYJC unless you live next door D: ) - Tell me okay! :D Lunch date sounds fun :D
TWO. A pretty, big helium balloon! (Please don't ask me why, I just want it. Haha.)
THREE. Scrapbooks/Photo Collages are totally cool. Really.
FOUR. I want that huge mushroom/octopus stuff toy from Mini Toons. Though I've no idea if they still have them right now... Soft toys/Stuff toys are good too. (The safest presents to ever get for me, seriously. Haha.) :D
FIVE. Cards/Notes/SMSes/FB Msgs/Flowers/Pictures are greatly appreciated. :D
SIX. A pink/purple/blue/black tote/sling bag. :D
SEVEN. I still want an IPOD Nano. Pink please! :)
EIGHT. Clothes! :D Practical presents. :D
NINE. Ace the papers for J1 till promos! Heehee. :D
TEN. Pass G8 Piano. Seriously... :D
ELEVEN. To complete my MRP before the 9th!
TWELVE. Well, can't think of anything else for now... Shall update when I get more inspiration. HAHA.

BUT I guess and am pretty sure this would be the quietest birthday ever. Unless something really happens which I highly doubt it would since I'm so far apart from almost-all-except-a-small-handful of TKGS friends...

Anyway, HAPPY SWEET SIXTEENTH Birthday DEBORAH LOCK! (Lost count of the number of times I said/sms/wrote/typed happy birthday!) HAHA. YOU'RE OFFICIALLY A LAOLAO. JOIN THE LAOLAO Group and be a DENATURED ENZYME LOCK LAOLAO! :D (Yay, I'm being retardedly lame.)

I forgot to mention that class breakfast on monday was fun(even though I had to choing to school after seminary at 6.30am in the morning.) and Xintao treated the whole class to MACS hashbrowns! It was like, when I said, "Nevermind, don't buy." and he stares at my tray(which consists of a hashbrown and a cup of iced Milo) and said "You better be prepared to eat two hashbrowns!". Haha. Thank you CT Rep who attempts to bootlick us no, I'm just kidding! Alvie was quite disgusted about how JY had to blot his hashbrown with tissue and she was awefully glad she finished her share prior to that. I think Ras suggested using Dettol to remove oil from the hashbrown! HAHA. And we had to run after breakfast and I ended up feeling SICK! -.- Bleargh. But it was still fun. HAHA.

Facebook comment's really amusing.
When I typed: Jesmine is gonna remind herself to bash Travis Tan the next time she sees him.
I wasn't expecting this (peers at the bottom):

Kenneth Tay at 11:12pm February 23
Haha why?Hug Travis! =P
Jesmine Ong Jia Min at 11:23pm February 23
Haha. It's not hug-Travis-day. You should be hugging him, Kenneth. Not me!And he deserved to be bashed up! :D
Travis Tan at 11:53pm February 23
screw it im so cute Y not man
Jesmine Ong Jia Min at 9:24pm February 24
Travis, you are so NOT cute. Bleargh. HAHAHAHAHA. Have fun at MJ choir man... HAHA.
Travis Tan at 10:56pm February 24
IM SO CUTE
Jesmine Ong Jia Min at 11:19pm February 24
Bleargh. TRAVIS IS NOT NOT NOT NOT NOT NOT CUTE!You're so 自夸. -.-
Travis Tan at 11:20pm February 24
IM SO CUTE
Jesmine Ong Jia Min at 11:23pm February 24
NOT.
Travis Tan at 11:23pm February 24
IM SO CUTE
Jesmine Ong Jia Min at 11:25pm February 24
NOT.
Travis Tan at 11:26pm February 24
IM SO CUTE
Jesmine Ong Jia Min at 11:27pm February 24
Cute = Adorable + ugly.Ok, you're cute :)
Travis Tan at 11:28pm February 24
CUTE equals ME!!
Jesmine Ong Jia Min at 11:34pm February 24
Cute =/= Travis Tan ______ _______.
Travis Tan at 11:35pm February 24
I DEFINE CUTE
Jesmine Ong Jia Min at 11:37pm February 24
If you're cute, my cousin's x1000 cuter than you!
Travis Tan at 11:37pm February 24
which crosses into the boundary of UGLINESS
Jesmine Ong Jia Min at 11:40pm February 24
NO. Travis = Ugly. Haha.
Travis Tan at 11:46pm February 24
IM SO CUTE
Jesmine Ong Jia Min at 11:49pm February 24
NOT.
Travis Tan at 11:51pm February 24
IM SO CUTE
Jesmine Ong Jia Min at 11:53pm February 24
NOT.
Jessica Goh at 5:22pm February 25
Hahahaha, what'd he do, apart from the whole "cute" things? XXD
Travis Tan at 5:52pm February 25
BEING CUTE LA!!
Kenneth Tay at 8:53pm February 25
Hahaha! This is getting hilarious!
Travis Tan at 8:59pm February 25
CUTE IS ME
Jesmine Ong Jia Min at 9:39pm February 25
CUTE IS NOT TRAVIS.CUTE CAN NEVER BE TRAVIS. :D
Jesmine Ong Jia Min at 9:52pm February 25
And Si Jia, he attempts to be cute(r) in reality apart from claiming that he's cute here. Haha!
Lim Ee Chien at 10:19pm February 25
JM u shld seriously bashed him up !!! he's not cute at ALL
Travis Tan at 10:30pm February 25
WOW do i noe u i dont think soSO IM CUTE LALA
Jesmine Ong Jia Min at 10:33pm February 25
NOOOOOOOOOOOOO. MEH I NEED PEOPLE TO FLATTEN HIS EGO!
Travis Tan at 11:11pm February 25
HA NOONE OR ANYTHING CAN DO THAT!! MWAHAHA!!! AND ONLY CERTAIN PPL CAN MAKE ME UNHAPPY LALA!!
Jesmine Ong Jia Min at 11:28pm February 25
Yesyes. But you're still not cute. HAHA
Travis Tan at 11:33pm February 25
SINCE U CANT FLATTEN MY EGO....IM KAWAIII CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Jesmine Ong Jia Min at 11:37pm February 25
EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW. I need a basin. RIGHT NOW.
Travis Tan at 11:38pm February 25
WHERE??? BBBAAAAASSSIIIINNNNN!!!!
Jesmine Ong Jia Min at 11:45pm February 25
I NEED A BASINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN! BLEARGH.
Travis Tan at 11:47pm February 25
OK WHILE U DO UR BUSINESS.....iM CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!
Jesmine Ong Jia Min at 11:52pm February 25
You are still NOT cute!!!"Self praise is international disgrace."
Travis Tan at 11:56pm February 25
IM NOT PRAISING MY SELF ITS JUZ THE PLAIN OLD TRUTH!!
Jesmine Ong Jia Min at 11:57pm February 25
That Travis=Cute? Since when?!
Travis Tan at 11:59pm February 25
SINCE I WAS BORN LALA!!
Jesmine Ong Jia Min at 12:06am February 26
I can't find it in the dictionary..
Travis Tan at 12:07am February 26
LIKE DUH?? U ARENT! I CAN SHOW U MINE!!
Jesmine Ong Jia Min at 12:15am February 26
Yea, I'm sure it's only found in the TRAVISTAN dictionary. And there's only 1 sad copy throughout the world because the word cute didn't equate to Travis. Sigh...
Travis Tan at 12:16am February 26
HAHA MINE IS THE PINNACLE OF DICTIONARIES HENCE ITS KINDA SAD THAT U DONT HAVE A COPY ITS OK BEING KIND AND OF COURSE CUTE!! I WILL GIF U AN AUTOGRAPHED COPY ITS OK NO NEED TO THANK ME!! I LIKE DOING CHARITY!!!!!!
Jesmine Ong Jia Min at 12:33am February 26
It's alright, really. I'm sure my Collins Dictionary is doing a fine job giving me the definition of cute. :D
Jessica Goh at 8:39pm February 26
*nearly dies of laughter*You people are so cute! XXD
Jesmine Ong Jia Min at 10:45pm February 27
Haha. I really don't know what to say, but I'm sure he'll say that he's cute again...
Travis Tan at 10:46pm February 27
WEEEE THANKS IM CUTE LALALALA!!!!!!!!
Jesmine Ong Jia Min at 10:47pm February 27
...-.-
Travis Tan at 10:49pm February 27
LALALALALALA NANANANANAIM CUTE!!
Jesmine Ong Jia Min at 10:50pm February 27
No, you're still NOT CUTE.
Travis Tan at 10:51pm February 27
BOBOBOBOBOBOBOBOTOTOTOTOTOTOTOTONANANANANANAIM CUTE!
Jesmine Ong Jia Min at 11:01pm February 27
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. NONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONO!:D
Travis Tan at 11:05pm February 27
LALALALA!!
Jesmine Ong Jia Min at 11:08pm February 27
NANANANANANANANANANANANANANANA!
Jessica Goh at 3:01pm February 28
*blink*
Travis Tan at 3:12pm February 28
*BLINK BLINK*
Jessica Goh at 3:43pm February 28
...why's this funny person standing in front of me and blinking like a maniac? o.o
Travis Tan at 3:45pm February 28
COS IM CUTE!!! *WINK WINK*
Jessica Goh at 4:03pm February 28
Eh? No, it doesn't mean that you're cute... It means that you're insane. XDHaha, I mean, that's what you'd think of someone who suddenly pops in front of you and starts blinking like he's blind or something, right?XXD
Travis Tan at 4:07pm February 28
NOPE IF ITS ME U'LL THINK.....WA SO CUTE SIA!!!
Jessica Goh at 4:19pm February 28
Ahahahaha... I DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW YOU LOOK!
Travis Tan at 4:39pm February 28
WEE HAHA!!! THATS THE WHOLE POINT MWAHAHA!!!
Jessica Goh at 4:45pm February 28
HAH?
Travis Tan at 4:46pm February 28
HAHA!!
Jessica Goh at 4:51pm February 28
JIA MIN! Your friend here is so... confusing.
Travis Tan at 5:00pm February 28
HAHA YEA MAYBE BUT IM STILL CUTE!!
Jessica Goh at 5:13pm February 28
=.=

OHMYGOODNESS, Seriously. And the story line shall continue... HAHA.
Alright, I should get started for my MRP. It's due at the beginning of week 10. Bleargh): Will blog soon :D
-Eight days till seventeen.
Xoxo.

Friday, February 27, 2009
Cos you're hot then you're cold

Heyya!


Well, it's another friday. I've survived another week of school - the 2nd official week of school, to be exact. I'm beat from choir, but neither do I want to sleep right now(though my eyes are drooping already, seriously...) so I guess I'll blog a little before I enter slumberland.

Biology, Chemistry - I need to read. And read. And read again. AHHH ):
Math - It's quite alright for now, but AP GP's another story...
Econs - :D

And Travis Tan (a.k.a. Weee), urghhhhhhhhh, I'm not IMBA. I'M NOT IMBA.

I totally need to update my profile. And update my wishlist. Haha.
I'll do em' tomorrow. :D

To-do-list:
1. MRP
2. AP GP Tutorial
3. Chem Tutorial
4. I'm attempting to remember the rest.
Okay, shall update tomorrow. :)

-10days till seventeen.
and I still miss you.
Xoxo.

Friday, February 20, 2009
You make me happy, when skies are grey

TGIF! Seriously!

I've been terribly busy in school - literally tied down with tutorials/lectures and choir and everything-else-that's-happening in school. And I've never reached home before 6pm this week. Bah. I feel sad.

Firstly, my timetable's a bit screwed up. I've got two different sets of even&odd week timetable to follow so I'm still a bit confused now. And I'm still not used to the JC lecture-tutorial style of learning yet. I'm not used to being in a mixed school, yet I can't pretend I'm still in TKGS. I'm not used to wearing my uniform, seeing myself no longer in that green pinafore or skirt and blouse. I'm not used to fridays being dress down days (yea, you could guess I went to school in full U just now.) I'm not used to seeing canteen tables filled with people mugging at 8plus in the morning. I'm not used to going to school at 8.30/8.55am in the morning instead of my typical 7.00-7.15am in the morning. I'm not used to all those in between "free periods". In short, I'm still not used to JC life. I'm still struggling to adapt in a totally different environment. Culture-wise, it isn't that shocking since I came from Kong Hwa, but still...

Most lectures and tutorials classes are pretty alright, with the exceptions of a few that were plain boring (and people started dozing off!)
Bio's rather challenging, so I guess I need to keep reading till I understand...
Chem & Math are okay so far
Econs... I'm a bit tempted to sleep, cos I keep hearing Opportunity Cost, Scarcity, MB, MC (stuff I learnt in Sec 3...)...

And like what Alvie mentioned in the cbox, 0901's totally AWESOME cos we have really friendly and nice friends there. Except that the chinese people tend to speak in chinese instead of english... o.o And I'm the Temporary Econs rep together with Sally... Ah Econs... ):
(BTW, is it some kind of a norm for the population of girls to dominate over the guys in BCME classes?!)

Choir's been totally hectic. Completed learning Showers and in the midst of learning(& teaching - how ironic) the set piece (which is really difficult! especially the first 2 pages!) Sigh... And I'm currently the acting SL (which means I would 99.99999% end up as an SL without election/yada yada) for Altos (since the J2s are having block test) and I HAVEN'T TAUGHT FOR MORE THAN HALF A YEAR SO IT'S REALLY REALLY NERVEWRECKING!! Save me, someone! Okay, maybe I just wanted to try out for other positions instead of staying as an SL, but seems like I don't have a chance now. ): ):

On the whole, I'm still very happy in NYJC. (Though struggling to keep afloat)Really.

Anyway, the world's becoming smaller. Li Hsing just informed me that she, Leslie and Han are in the same MEP class in ACJC. And how CCDY and TCY are in the same school. And loads of other facts I've found out which I'm really too lazy to write it out right now... Heehee.

Ayyy, very exhausted from choir practice (which ended past 8pm...) so I want my beauty sleep. Now. Haha. More tutorials/assignments/projects to be completed tomorrow.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Lastly, a small shoutout to Jones, Kerlene, Meena HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :DD
Got Kerlene and Meena a massage stick each with a letter and both of em' wanted to hit me with the sticks thanks to Azyan! Ah you naughty girl! :P

Adieu.
Xoxo.

Sunday, February 15, 2009
It's gonna a be a night to last forever

Hey!
I'm back to blogging, after 6days of MIA-ing here! Oops, sorry! Heehee :)

Anyway, the first 4days of the week on my calendar's filled with Orientation! The theme for this year's Madagascar - We like to MOVE IT! Awesome theme right? Haha :D And my group's GLORIA 1(Class 0901 - Verity's laughing about how I got into the class 01)! *Go Gloria!* Okay, I'm being lame already. Let's continue... Hmm, on the 1st day, we had cheer training(a.k.a tribal time), o-games(I can only remember this Ja-ka-pon[I don't know how to spell but the pronounciation is somewhat like this] where you play scissors paper stone and whack the person with a "hammer" if you win!) game in school followed by mass dance (Which is awesome okayy, apart from the fact that this C.H. guy who kept blocking my view, which was super annoying-.-).
Day 2 was a trip to Sentosa for more bonding games and it was F.U.N(but tiring too)! Haha. I know my voice was becoming hoarse after day 2... Heehee. On day 3, we had more tribal time, completing the 31st SC mass dance and the NY traditional dance, followed by telematches. It's like the battle of the teams! My OG had to play the chair passing game, but we got 2nd! So it's good too! Add to house points :D Oh we also learnt the HOT&COLD dance, and Eugene(one of my OGL) kept shaking his leg and butt!) but it was really really fun! The last day was the longest, and the best too, actually :D We kick started the day by having the tribal time followed by the final mass dance practice(where I more or less got the steps yo!) :D Had lunch with OG before proceeding to play wet games(and I got wet even before the game started thanks to Azyan *Aha! See now I really remember your name*! Haha!) Well, we didn't get to play the most fun wet game due to time constrain... ): but it's alright... Went to the toilets to wash up(We had to wait SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO LONG -.-) before meeting at the grandstand to chat with OG + dinner + retarded camwhoring(until by batt died D:) + Alvie videoing my OG doing the HOT&COLD dance. Haha! Went up to the hall after that for the cheering competition(ROAR!) followed by the dance competition to crown the Tarzan and Jane of the night! And GLORIA WON THE CHEERING COMPETITION + the TARZAN, thus our whole group won the HOUSE COMPETITION with a 6 digit figure! Hahaha :D From 3rd on the 3rd day to 1st on the last day! :D Disco night after the prize presentation ceremony and it was AWESOME! My OG friends were happily making trains and circles! And people crashing into our circle! I mean, it was just great that everyone were enjoying themselves! Haha. danced NY Trad dance and 31st SC dance to end off the night, which was probably past 9.30pm(which was supposed to be our dismissal time). Headed towards the canteen to get a drink(well everyone did that) but to our dismay, all the vending machines either stopped working or the drinks were OOS, so we had to wait and be contented with plain water/ go out to 7/11 to get a drink. Got a ride from Gloria's mum home. Thank you :)

Friday was boringggg ): Firstly, I didn't have enough sleep from thurs night/fri morning and I nearly fell asleep during all the talks. Secondly, school had to start at 7.30am instead of the usua 8.30am in the morning, so I had to chiong to the bus stop for bus. BAH. So even though the Get Ed! talks were interesting, I was just half-sleeping half-listening... Choir in the evening before chionging to church for YW activity(When I managed to find them at the 3rd floor, they just ended, but I was torturedtreated to a 5 mins massage in my uni) and I saw Ying'er in her RJ uni!! :D Haha. :D Okay, that's so random...

Yesterday was so HAHA. Valentine's Day and I was asked out on a date 4 times. HAHAHA. They should know who :P Anyway, EC insisted on meeting me despite me having to give tuition and go for piano, so I rushed all the way to Bugis to meet her and Sab! Haha. EC and Sab gave Vday letters and presents! And EC gave me my early birthday present cos she's super worried she won't get to see me ever again. Camwhored at NYDC before I rushed home! Ahh. Miss you guys loads.... ): I'm still waiting for dear EC to upload the pictures on FB. Haha.

Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA XU!! You're so outta YW already... *sobs sobs* but we'll still hang out together soon! I wished you were attending sacrament over at SSC/BTC instead of Pasir Panjang Chapel... But Iheartyou loads!

Better finish writing those letters, so that I can pass em' later! And lectures&tutorials officially starts tomorrow... Bahhhh ): Okay, I'm gonna prepare to go to church now!

Xoxo.


Monday, February 09, 2009
We like to move it move it, Gloria!

Hey! Haven't blogged since... Heehee.

I shall start with the wayyyyy overdue replies on cbox! :D

Deb: I sent you an email like ages ago and I'm sure you haven't read it yet!
Amanda Loh: I know, but I don't think she'll need 2 pair of boxers. Haha. Unless I give her one this yr and another for next year!
Grace: Yeap, that's my cousin. Haha.
KM: Funny right?
Rashma: Yes! I totally remembered you! :P
Sab: Totally! You too! :D
Bren: 自夸! And Shi Han probably didn't like you enought to join choir! Haha. Kidding la :P
VICKTORIA: I'm in NYJC! Haha. Yeap, I know Myra! Church friend! Ohmy, cool! And yes, she's really cute and funny!
Myra: I'll talk to you when I see you! :D
Sethrina: NYJC, I've no calibre to get into NJC! Haha. And thank you! Xoxo.


Anyway, it's the start of international friendship week, so I wanna thank everyone for being such a great friend to me for the past 16 years (and counting!). And I really miss my TKG friends, esp. Grace, Sab, EC, Jes, Shi Han, Bero, Putt, 4/1 people, choir people, PB people, OLP people... Haha... So happy international week everyone!

And my birthday's exactly a month from now... Ohmy, I'm growing oldddddddd ): Ahhh, I felt like I just turned 16 yesterday... Haha. Okay, I shall put a birthday wishlist here so that you can start saving to get me a present! Haha :P
1. A nice big helium balloon!
2. Cute cuddly soft toys!
3. A pretty scrapbook/board filled with pictures and memories...
4. A pretty tote!
5. A lovely surprise will be good :P
6. I don't mind money if you really can't think! Haha :D
Well, when I think of others I'll put em' here... :D
I'll put my birthday wishlist at the top of my blog too! Soon! :D
Basically, don't get me weird stuff like... (I feel awkward even putting it down here... Haha). SEVENTEEN! Ahh, it seems like a scary age, unlike SWEET SIXTEEN... But everyone has to grow up, right?

Orientation starts today, and I'm in Gloria 1! 0901! Haha. I seem to be fated to the numbers 1/5/9! Haha. :P But Gloria rocks! And my class is obviously overwhelmed with girls! Hahahaha. 8boys VS >=19girls! (So KHS 6/1'04 with 10boys and 31girls!) Haha. Shall update more about orientation tomorrow! For now I need take a break and prepare my stuff for my Sentosa trip tomorrow! Haha.

And NYJC's playing this Angel and Mortal game for the whole week. Cool right? :D (Haha, I bet you're totally jealous!)

Xoxo.

Saturday, February 07, 2009
I never wanna let you see me cry

Many a time, I think I let my heart rule my head wayyyyy too much...
Should I do it or not?
A letter of hope or a letter of despair?

I never wanna let you see me cry.

Orientation starts next week, hope it'll be good.
I'll get the letter done and emailed to him for checking tomorrow.

Thursday, February 05, 2009
But sadly I'm not wise, it's hard to tuck away the memories that you prize

Sadly, I'm still living in the past, thinking about "what if..."
What if I could turn back the clock?
What if I could have my way and went to CGSS instead of TKGS?
What if I never joined Choir?
What if I never took Econs combi in Sec 3?
Why did I listen to her and drop one subject?
Would I ever end up in this state?
Would I have to fight a losing battle right now?

I DETEST PE. I had to do painful warmups which pulled my diaphragm/abdominal muscles (super painful! how to sing tomorrow??) and run 1.2km(The last time I ran was the last NAPFA test!) And I need to get at least a silver or it wouldn't even be a pass. ):
There's choir after school tomorrow, and it's gonna end only at 8pm, and I've got at least 5hrs worth of free period(in total).
And subject combi's wrongggggggggggggggg (In the H1 H2 sense) ):
Welcome to JC life.

Quite a handful of people's birthday tomorrow, so I shall wish you guys in advance (since I'll be too tired to even blog tomorrow when I'm back. Haha) Happy sweet 16th birthday to Yim Qi (Jia You for O's and SYF!) and smashing 17ths to Ying Jie and Kenneth T (Have fun in RJ and VJ respectively, haha). Haha. Oh my, so many hahas.

I shall reply tags tomorrow/sat (I know some are really overdue). I'm really tired now.
Ciao.
Xoxo.

Tuesday, February 03, 2009
Cos I'm alot like you

Dear Sherlyn (Bero-beroro-oh-so-sleepyhead) Koh ZL,
1. Gloria and I are not horrible creatures happily appealing to NYJC. I TOLD YOU TO COME TO NYJC LOR! ):
2. Shi Han's in TJ, Putt's in SAJ(I think).
3. We totally need to meet up soon/one day! I miss the Alto 2 people! (With the exception of Gloria since I'm gonna see her everyday...) When we meet up, you better drag your butt out!
4. So are you seriously joining choir?
5. I miss you. Why are you SOOOOOO in MJ???
6. I know you miss me too! (since you no longer have any pillow(s) in MJ...)
7. I just realised I still owe you your present&letter. Urgh. -.-
♥Pillow
Anyway, like what Gloria said, I am currently very happy living in NYJC (With the exception of the MRT/bus fares gobbling the money from my EZlink card! But I extended my JC concession today, so I'm a happy girl! :D). Okay, that was lame. Went to NYJ with Gloria to get our transfer letters before heading to TPJ to get the letters approved and back to NYJ again for the last bits of their talk and intro lectures(Bio/Econs) and actual lecture(Chem). Well, I guess my mind's pretty set on taking BCME since that's the subject combi I need to have to take M/P/P(Go figure). Haha. Was planning to take H1 Econs until I realised that H1 Econs> 1/2 H2 Econs so I need to _________. Again. Ahhhh. I'm always missing by 1point. 1 point. This is getting very upsetting. ): Boo...
(I just realised my post is like, high on one day and low on the other.)
I really need to pray about this. Adieu.
Xoxo.

Monday, February 02, 2009
双喜!

AHHHHHHHHH! Double Joy Double Joy!!!
MERIT for GRADE 6 VOICE and...
WELCOME TO TPNYJC!!
THIS CALLS FOR A CELEBRATION! :D
Ying'er got into RJ and Gloria Lim got into NYJC too!
Yay! I'm totally OVER THE MOON!
Next step: Subject combi. BCME! :D
&& N O M O R E C H I N E S E ! N O M O R E C H I N E S E ! (Sorry to those who have to suffer 1 more year of chinese! Heehee!)

And HAPPY SWEET 17th BIRTHDAY SERENE LIM MEINING! Have fun at TJC! :D
Xoxo.