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Hey! This is Jesmine but there are a thousand and one others out there who calls her Jia Min too! She's (finally) 18 and is more than happy to be showered with gifts on the nineth day of the third month each year. She's currently mugging in Nanyang Junior College with a bunch of cute people in 1002, but she still loves and misses her alma mater, TKGS together with her dearest 4e1 very very much. She ditched her 4-years long CCA, netball, for singing - both in choir and as a soloist (Just don't ask her to sing Don't Cry For Me, Argentina. It's Marisa's new ploy to watch a free show! And I know poor Bren's sick of playing it!) She's been stuck in Alto 2 in choir for a good ol' 5 years while her dearest conductor is still deciding whether to leave her there or transfer her somewhere else, but she takes the performing role of a mezzosoprano as a soloist (and communicate her 3-octave range using her perfect pitch to her rocking friends who in turn gives her nicknames of innate objects such as tuning fork, piano and amplifier. :/) Oops, she nearly forgot to mention that she was a part of the Superwomen(Student Welfare) committee of the Prefectorial Board back in the good ol' TKGS days. She's awesomely proud to be an Latter-Day Saint, and savouring her last year as a Laurel before she gets kicked out of YW. She loves her family and friends to bits, and in her (very little) free time, adores chilling out with her friends, attend concerts, shopping (and window shopping too. Money don't fall from the sky, y'know.), singing, tinkling on the piano, blogging, FBing and there's so much more she'll prolly need a thousand pages for her to fill up her "LOVES&HOBBIES" section. Flowers, cute huggable soft toys, helium balloons and (hand-written) letters and notes are some of her favourite things.♥

PS: I can/can't believe you just spent/wasted 5 minutes of your life reading her introductory speech. Btw, she LOVES people who tag on her tagboard, so do make sure you let her know that you were here! Have an awesome day anyway! (:






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Wednesday, December 31, 2008
Ring out the darkness of the land; ring in the Christ that is to be.

Ring out, wild bells, to the wild sky,
The flying cloud, the frosty light.
The year is dying in the night;
Ring out, wild bells, and let him die.
The year is dying in the night;
Ring out, wild bells, and let him die.


Ring out the old; ring in the new.
Ring happy bells, across the snow.
The year is going; let him go.
Ring out the false, ring in the true.
The year is going; let him go.


Ring in the valiant men and free,
The larger heart, the kindlier hand.
Ring out the darkness of the land;
Ring in the Christ that is to be.
Ring out the darkness of the land;
Ring in the Christ that is to be.

I love this song SO much. (Cookie knows that too :D)



Well, it's the 31st of December 2008. Fast, isn't it? I was just pondering a bit, and I realise I had plenty to be grateful for. Like CX smsed me last year, this year was a "fast train ride to exams". Though it wasn't an easy journey due to 'Os' and all, there were many many people helping me and staying by my side to overcome my darkest fears with me. I guess my only wish now is to get into a decent JC next year.

Thank you:
My parents: For your never ending support. For always being there for me, never giving up on me despite the many adversaries that come in my way. For helping me to solve problems when I'm at my wits end.
KM: For being my impromtu page turner during my Prelims, for helping me with my academia, for all those valuable advices... Thank you :D
CX, Zhu Neng (Sotong), Zhu Yi, Pei Pei 姐姐: For
Grace Chan: For always making me laugh and chatting to me about everything under the sky. May our long (7 years) and strong friendship grow stronger :D
Sabrina: For being the SMART. And that Home Econs partner who made me peel off the chicken skin in SEC 2.
Ee Chien: For being the crazy 电灯炮 who helped me with my Bio and AMath during the holidays and study leave :P
Jessica: Remember our 不寻常的关系 in the class photo? Haha. And the surprise birthday at your place which turned out to be a flop because Ee Chien laughed at your "开门"! Thank you for all the lame jokes and your lame sentences that made me laugh hysterically. I'm gonna miss them...
Chun Ling: Thank you for taking time off to help me with my studies after your Promos because they have been greatly appreciated. :D
Syafiqah Adha': For playing my duet and voice pieces during my Midyears when I was desperately looking for a pianist and for being that great role model in PB and choir when you were still in TKGS. Thank you for your never-ending support when I burst into tears, feeling the lack the confidence teaching A2 when the then SLs weren't around.
Brenda: Thank you for playing my duet and voice pieces during Prelims and 'O's despite your heavy schedule and Promos. For being my my role model as an SL, my friend, my crazy senior who starts bullying me with my juniors. Haha. Your scores are still with me, btw :P
Yi Sze: Thank you for being my page turner during 'O's, even though you had to skip IR to do that. And being such a wonderful classmate and choirmate.
Jane, Kenneth: For being my impromptu page turners for Midyears, though the both of you had to take your performing exams on the same day as well. And crazy chatmates too. :D
Kelly: For being my 1st friend in OLP, my 1st deskmate, my homework & notes keeper even though I had no idea who you were. Haha.
Wanshi, Zheng Yuan: For talking about the lamest stuff which were funny enough to brighten my day. :D
Y3, YQ: For being my walking home partners, prom dress shoppers. I really had fun. :P
Shi Han, Gloria, Bero, Putt: For being the best A2 friends I ever ever ever ever had. Thank you, Shi Han and Gloria, for putting up with my nonsense about moving to Sop in Sec 1 and all the mummy-and-daughter scenarios both of you potray during choir :P, Bero, for being the Bero and me being the retarded Pillow to the retarded Bero for 4 years, and Putt, for helping me out with my A Math & Chem during the holidays and study breaks!
Cookie: For allowing me to throw my tantrums, vent my anger, share our deepest darkest (okay, maybe not the deepest and darkest, but still) secrets during YC.
Royden, Quinne, Trey: For being such great friends to the 3 of us :D And Roy, for being able to find your passport to go for YC in June. Haha.
Myra, Amanda Xu, Amanda Loh, Sethrina, Ying'er, Marie, Shuan, Benjy, Marisa, Casey Lee, Ally, Bryan, Gayle, Galvin, Kenric, Chery, etc etc (I'm sorry if I left your name out, there are just too many to be typed): I agree wholeheartedly with the people that you probably find friends who can make you feel comfortable in church, and thank you for making me feel so welcome and blessed being in church and all. :D
3/1 2007&4/1 20o8: Thank you for spending 2 years being in the same class, undertaking responsibilities and tiding through the craziest 2 years of my life with me. One sentence doesn't do justice to you guys, but I truthfully appreciate every single thing you guys have done for me that words alone cannot tell. :D
Alto 2 2007-2008: Thank you for being such a cooperative batch, listening to me teach, even though I may be kan cheong to the max/boring/lousy/too slow like a tortise/too fast for you to even get a quarter of the stuff I said/anything else you can think of. I'm really grateful that you all have been such wonderful juniors/peers! I hope you guys will improve by leaps and bounds and ATB for SYF 2009! :D
OLP 2007-2008: Though we hardly talk/respond and leave the teachers hanging there during lessontime, I had fun knowing most of you guys better, esp when I had to call/sms/MSN you guys for the bbq and on the actual bbq itself! Haha. Thank you for being such a nice batch of friends :D
TKGPB: I'll never forget the experiences I gained during investitures, conferences, service projects, etc with you guys. It has been a thrilling experience to be a part of the board, and SW rocks the house, always. :P


Anyway, spent New Year Eve's Eve's Eve buying the deco with Casey, Gayle, Galvin and Bryan and New Year Eve's Eve doing up the deco for New Year Eve's Dance with Gayle, Galvin, Marisa, Bryan, DJ and her brother and it was really fun (Except the cleaning up part. The paint smell was so terrible, Marisa was happily spraying Gayle's grape-smelling Victoria Secret's perfume around the entire 2nd floor. Heehee). I'm sure we did a great job, and hope everyone enjoys tonight :D

Can't wait for tonight. Dance followed by Slumber over at Casey's! :D
I know you're probably wondering why I'm so excited - it's because this is the first NYE Dance I'm attending. (There weren't any NYE Dance for the past 2 years, most unfortunately.) so yea :P

Wishing you a very Blessed 2009, and all the best in your endeavours for the coming year.

Xoxo,
Jesmine/Jia Min.

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Monday, December 29, 2008
Every choice for good or ill is my responsibility

Alright, a change in plan.

Met with the juniors this morning to help them with hw since Deb and Elsa can't go out later, so I'm meeting AMK Youth later at 3 to buy deco for NYE dance. Heh :D

Currently learning I Walk by Faith. An option to sing that for Young Woman Beginning. Yeap. :P

And thank you
for the cute magnet Elsasa,
for the pretty card Fiona,
for the photo and Christmas card in 2 separate envelopes Deb,
for the cute bear-holding-christmas-present card Sherlyn,
for the chocolate and the cute bear Ying'er,
for the bottle of M&Ns, Hershey(I think) and Fox sweets Cookie,
for the pretty yellow butterfly brooch Casey,
for the handmade card with the photo from YC Amanda Loh,
for the grey mini bag with pretty red reindeers and a cute slipper memo holder Ally,
for the cute apple-flavoured, apple looking gummies Bryan,
for the cute Doremon mobile portable charger Sis Sandra,
for the mini bag filled with sweets and chocolate Sis Aubrey,
for the first Memory Lane Christmas card Kah Min,
for the second Memoroy Lane Christmas card Chun Ling,
for the smses filled with well wishes/MSN conversations on Christmas Eve/Christmas Day Everyone,
and for those really special people, for making my day(s) special.

(I hope I didn't miss anyone out :P)

Xoxo.

Sunday, December 28, 2008
Because we're so cool, we're so outta control

Hey!


Zhu Yi's Chalet last night at Aranda Country Club was a blast, more details tomorrow. Heh :P

Played a few games of cheat, black jack and learning how to play bridge with KM, Zhu Yi and Zhu Neng in the room at around 11pm. Lol. And we played a few screwed bridge games. Haha. Till 1am plus. Lol. But it was really really fun. :D

I'm falling in love with bridge :P Someone, play with me! :D



And I love this photo because it's one of those few moments you probably take a photo with almost all of your cousins!
(In photo: Wei, Jones, Zhu Yi, Marsk Gor Gor, Chu Xian, Jace, Zhu Neng, Jesmine (Me!), Munneh
Not in photo (and deeply missed): Roxanne Jie Jie)

Xoxo.

P/S: BTW, NYE dance starts at 8pm, not 7.30pm, so sorry bout' it! :P


Friday, December 26, 2008
All I want for Christmas was you


HAPPY BOXING DAY!!! *punches your face*. Haha :D

Outing with Grace to Bugis was really fun today :D Bought a top & love it loads! :D
Shall scan the neoprints tomorrow. :D

And Sethrina Ng, you watch out on New Year Eve! :P
i'll make sure i'll take loads of unglam pictures of you during dance.

Anyway, anyone's free on the 31st and wants to go for NYE Dance?
It's from 7.308pm to 12am!
Tell me okay(:
Haha. Okay, I'm just trying to fill up the space here.

My mini schedule for the next few days:
27th Dec: Piano Lesson, Zhuyi's Chalet at downtown!
29th Dec: Outing with the juniors.
31st Dec: New Year Eve Dance at SSC! Can't wait!!

xoxo.

Wednesday, December 24, 2008
I'm dreaming of a White Christmas

Back from sleepover, feeling really really tired now, but it was totally awesome. Haha. Shall blog about it later.



I shall start with my wayyyy overdue Korea trip. Well, at least the first few days of my trip. It was totally awesome, except for 3 sad facts.


1. It didn't snow throughout my entire trip there, so I only got to see artificial snow. Oh well.
2. I fell sick on one of the days. Which nearly ruined my entire trip.
3. I HATE KIMCHI! I HATEHATEHATEHATEHATEHATE KIMCHI. (Point taken.)

Basically 7 out of the 9 days was tagging along with the tour group, and the last 2 days were free and easy, so shopping time! :D Bought quite a fair bit of stuff - cosmetics, clothes (though it was winter), food, accessories, etc. I didn't get the Korean ginseng though - didn't enjoy the taste of it 0.0 (okay, I'm weird).

Stuff I did there: shopping, skiing (On artificial snow, sadly), camwhoring, scenery viewing, watched Nanta.


I love the weather there, though it wasn't snowing. Cool. And I didn't get frostbite or anything. Haha. I'm going into the lame mode already. Haha.





More in-depth details of the trip will come in later.

Next in line was the sleepover at Myra's. Reallyreally fun. I was the first one to conk off at 5plus in the morning, followed by Ally, Myra and Amanda (at 7plus). So basically we played the game of life, chatted, dinnered, more chats that seemed more like gsp-ing over a cup of hot cocoa and banana chips, watched Bewitched till I fell asleep in front of the telly. Haha. And in the morning, Amanda confessed she took an unglam picture of me sleeping. o.o And I woke up at 6plus in the morning to realise that I was the only one sleeping in the living room. I went back to sleep in the guestroom/studyroom. I GOT THE BED! Haha. Okay, that was random.



Well, this was the only group pictures I have of us. I shall wait for them to send me the rest. Hahahahaha :D

Anyway, on my trainride back from Sembawang today (yes, it's reallyreally long. haha), I had a really long train of thoughts bombarding my mind. I really don't know why, but I guess I managed to sort out my thinking quite a bit. I'm happy :D

Alright, I'm hoping for something unusual to happen tomorrow. Which is going to come in 1hour and 12mins. Lol. Or it'll be a sad and boring Christmas ): Mehhh.

And I just received an email from Jane and an sms from Sab that the cards have reached em'. So I haven't ran in vain on monday :P I'm really happy!

Merry Advance Christmas y'all!
And HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHUNENG YOU TOADDDDD/SOTONG :D

Xoxo.

Monday, December 22, 2008
You're not winnin' till you're winnin', winnin' me.

I'm sooooooo glad I finally posted out those letters! I had to run to the mailbox at 4.50pm so I'll reach before 5pm to mail them. Terribly beat now, but really glad I've one main task completed. :) I hope they'll reach everyone before Chrismas.

Anyway, today, I made 3 batches of brownies too. I was baking on my own for the veryvery first time(Well, Fiona taught me how to bake brownies, thankyou :P)! For a first timer, they came out pretty well :D Jace loved em' so much he requested for 5 batches. Though he assured me he would finish all 5 batches, I didn't give in to him. Haha. :P

Sleepover at Myra's tomorrow. Can't wait! :D


Xoxo.

Sunday, December 21, 2008
It came upon the midnight clear

I'm feeling all exhausted. I'm done with all the cards (finally!) and I'm gonna post em' out by monday! :D
Just waiting for people to send me their addresses (because your handwriting's so terrible, I couldn't make out if it was a 0 or 6. -.-)
Ward Christmas Party was quite okay. Though I was quivering a little when I sang the duet with Cookie. I need to practice my solo and choir voice! (okay, somehow it sounds weird, but nevermind.)
Will blog tomorrow. :P Need to sleep now; it's 12.08am, or I'll never be able to wake up early enough to attend church at 9am. Sometimes I wished BTC/SSC was near my home, not at Newton, but ohwell.
Xoxo.

Friday, December 19, 2008
Someday I wish upon a star

Heyya People!

I'm back! :D
I know you missed me. (I'm being so egoistic huh :P)

Well, apart from the fact that it wasn't snowing(literally), Korea was a blast. Really. I'll give a long account about it real soon because I'm feeling pretty tired now. I have a thousand plus photos which I really don't know how to post up either here or facebook. I'll try :D

If you're really THAT impatient and die die MUST see the Korea photos now, my brother has uploaded some on FB already :P

Anyway, I had 2 pleasant surprises in the mailbox.

1. Last night, I received this particular Christmas Card which was really really nice. Well, what made it really surprising was the sender. I mean, I don't remember giving her my add or something so I've no idea how she got it anyway but a million and one thanks to KAHMIN :D Loves! :D

2. The 2nd letter was more of a shock. Okay, a good shock. Actually I wasn't the one to open the letter but still. I was still tired this morning when my parents were opening up all the letters when they saw this particular letter and decided to open it up.(which is invasion of privacy!!! D: ) Anyway, to keep things short, it was that EAGLES award letter. I was SOOOOOOOO HAPPYYYYYYYYYYYY, I WANTED TO JUMP FOR JOY AND START SCREAMINGG!!!!!!!!!! Haha. Okay, I'm going high already. I really wasn't expecting it. Perhaps everyone in the comm got it and I'm just over reacting, but I'm happy and that's good enough :D I'm $150 richer. Yay :D

Before I end this post, I have changed my blogshop address. PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE COME AND SUPPORT, BUY STUFF FOR PEOPLE'S CHRISTMAS PRESENT AND BLAH. I'M HAVING THIS 10% DISCOUNT ON SOME OF THE STUFF SO GO VISIT RIGHT NOW! :D
www.prettyprettything.blogspot.com
Yay, I'm a happy girl.

Alright, gonna do other stuff right now.
Ward Christmas Party tomorrow! Can't wait :D
Gonna sing a duet with Cookie and I didn't practice at all. Serious :X
And 6days to Christmas!!!
xoxo.

Tuesday, December 09, 2008
We'll meet at the end of the rainbow

I'm using the free internet access at Changi Airport now! This is uber uber cool :P

Anyway, I only managed to send out DebLock's letter; I'll send the rest out once I'm back okay. Sorry! You guys will definitely get em' before Christmas, unless it takes more than 5days.

Okay, I better get going now. It's 12midnight. My flight's at 0050, so I need to check in 20mins time.

Have fun missing me :P
Xoxo.

Yes a world to rediscover, but I'm not in any hurry

Apologies for the emo post. I was feeling a lil', but it's gone cos I'm leaving tonight! :D


Alright, I'm nuts right now.


I'm really really glad I'm done with my luggage packing (well, I'm leaving tonight) yesterday and I'm gonna leave you a short post here so you wouldn't miss me too much (talking about being egoistic huh :D)



Talked to 6 people via MSN today (in order of time): Marianne Ng, Tania, Leslie Theseira, Li Hsing, Joanna Lew and Cookie :D



Okay, well most of them were the Bon Voyage messages.

And 2 relatively long MSN convos: Leslie & Cookie. Lol. I think Leslie's one lasted a couple of hours - from asking for Ms T's no.(sms) to his Egypt hols to Korea to clouds to his weird movies(haha) to how he got his Avenue Q tickets to FB till I had to have lunch. Haha. Okay, this is getting really lame.
There's this part of the convo which was really really random. We can talk about random stuff. Hahahahaha.

'Perfection itself is imperfection' says:
flight there is
abt 8 hours?
jesminx.blogspot.com/beadxlove.blogspot.com♥; says:
7hrs plus.
i'll probably end up sleeping through 3/4 of my
planeride.
jesminx.blogspot.com/beadxlove.blogspot.com♥; says:
since
there'll be nothing to see outside ><

'Perfection itself is imperfection' says:
lol

jesminx.blogspot.com/beadxlove.blogspot.com♥; says:
too bad for
midnight flights.
'Perfection itself is
imperfection' says:
haha yeah. at least you get there in the
morning

jesminx.blogspot.com/beadxlove.blogspot.com♥; says:
yea that's
true. haha. well, i still prefer morning flights. i like to see the clouds (okay
i know this is lame and you're start laughing or something)

'Perfection itself is imperfection' says:
nope. clouds are nice
to look at. and i prefer them to the dark night sky, where its pitch
black

jesminx.blogspot.com/beadxlove.blogspot.com♥; says:
yea, but
clouds can't be seen at night ): haha. night sky's nice to look at
too.

'Perfection itself is imperfection'
says:
i like sunrise/sunset
jesminx.blogspot.com/beadxlove.blogspot.com♥; says:
haha. i
hardly watch sunrise. cannot wake up.

'Perfection
itself is imperfection' says:
ive spent most of my time watching my weird
shows haha

jesminx.blogspot.com/beadxlove.blogspot.com♥; says:
haha. okay
i'm sorry i know was very mean that day.

'Perfection itself is imperfection' says:
no problem at all.
they are really quite weird shows
'Perfection itself is imperfection'
says:
ive actually discovered a new one. which is even weirder than the
previous few
'Perfection itself is imperfection'
says:
jesminx.blogspot.com/beadxlove.blogspot.com♥; says:
which
is?

'Perfection itself is imperfection'
says:
spamalot
'Perfection itself is imperfection' says:
haha. even the
name is weird

jesminx.blogspot.com/beadxlove.blogspot.com♥; says:
yea. like
spam a lot.
jesminx.blogspot.com/beadxlove.blogspot.com♥;
says:
haha

'Perfection itself is imperfection'
says:
the whole show is rather pointless, there's no story line at all. and
you only realise that toward the end. but the songs are funny
'Perfection
itself is imperfection' says:
i think it won best musical too
'Perfection
itself is imperfection' says:
its a british thing, typical british
humour
'Perfection itself is imperfection' says:
which is quite lame most
of the time. lol

jesminx.blogspot.com/beadxlove.blogspot.com♥; says:
ohmy. haha.
is there a rating for it? like NC16 or something?
'Perfection itself is imperfection' says:
i dont think this one
has. i think only the ave q one has
jesminx.blogspot.com/beadxlove.blogspot.com♥; says:
oh. i know
my brother was whining about how he couldn't watch ave q cos he's underage. was
it really that amusing?
'Perfection itself is
imperfection' says:
haha yeah. sry abt your brother though. did he try to get
tickets?
jesminx.blogspot.com/beadxlove.blogspot.com♥; says:
nope. he'll
be kicked out anyway. he's underaged.
heehee.
jesminx.blogspot.com/beadxlove.blogspot.com♥; says:
but the
tickets weren't easy to get
anyway.
jesminx.blogspot.com/beadxlove.blogspot.com♥; says:
i
heard.
'Perfection itself is imperfection'
says:
yup. extremely hard.
'Perfection itself is imperfection'
says:
most pple were disappointed they didnt get
'Perfection itself is
imperfection' says:
actually, i dont see y anyone above age 12 shouldnt be
allowed to see it
'Perfection itself is imperfection' says:
its not that
bad
'Perfection itself is imperfection' says:
haha. anyway, the programme
says 'kids, stay home and watch sesame street!' lol

Okay, that's enough content for you. :D
Convo with Cookie after that who was helping me to shortening the links on my blog so that you guys don't have to scroll sooooooooooo long just to read the post :D

Speaking of Cookie, she wanted this picture on top with the welcome message. Sorry Cookie, it's too unglam so I shall be nice and just post it here :P
(You can always click to enlarge the picture :D)

Yeap, apparently she's in love with this picture.

jesminx.blogspot.com/beadxlove.blogspot.com♥; says:
haha.
anyway i read your blogpost! and that unglam photo of me!

◦ MALIA says:
but you look so cute! D:
◦ MALIA says:
dont
you think so? xDD


awhile later...

◦
MALIA says:
you even have a calander! xD

jesminx.blogspot.com/beadxlove.blogspot.com♥; says:
that was
just to fill up the space. i didn't know what to put. haha

◦ MALIA says:
put that picture I took of you there
◦ MALIA
says:
HEHE~

jesminx.blogspot.com/beadxlove.blogspot.com♥;
says:
nooooooooooooooooo. everyone will laugh at meeeeeee
):

So you can see how in loveeeeeeeeee she is with this picture :P

I just noticed something. I end almost every sentence with a fullstop. Ohmy ohmy, Toh Ying Jie was right. Ahhhhh! Maybe I'm falling in love with the fullstop :D

Okayokay, I need to do last min preparation, put the stamps for the 1st batch of letters, send em' out, do more editing and leave home at about 10pm for the airport.

You can afford to miss me and buy me nice Christmas presents/send me nice Christmas cards during my absence of 9days and surprise me when I'm back :D Just a nice suggestion for you whilst missing me:P Haha. :D

Okay, adieu.
Xoxo.


Monday, December 08, 2008
Know that I can't get over you, cos everything I see is you

I want to forget you.
Forever and ever.
Because all you've ever done to me was inflicting misery and pain.
I can't help feeling miserable just thinking back into the past.
Everytime they mention your name, I feel as though my heart had been stabbed a million times.
Why? You made me lose my absolute trust in you.
You did me wrong, over and over again but I gave in to you, forgave you, hoping that you would change.
But you never did.
That fateful day - Emotionally painful.
The tears came, but you never changed.
They told me to forgive you but never to forget the pain you've caused.
They said time will heal my pain, or will it?




Why did your name have to surface again? Why did you have to appear again?

"I don't wanna talk, about things we've gone through
Though it's hurting me, now it's history."


We're through.
Byebye.

Sunday, December 07, 2008
Sing once again with me, our strange duet











Yiying, I owe you these pictures, so they're up right now, specially for you. :D
Here's the main aim why I'm here. Yes, Amanda Loh I'm doing it :D
1. The person who tagged you is?
Amanda Loh. Who's currently back home in HK.
2. Your relationship with him/her is?
LDS YW!
3. Your five impressions of him/her?
She's a daughter of God. She's sane. She's really amusing. She's a fantastic storyteller. She's one special lady.
4. The most memorable thing he/she has done for you?
Celebrating my sweet 16th birthday by piggybacking me round the big swimming pool several times and telling me her stories :D
5. The most memorable thing he/she has said to you?
Wellllll, I don't wanna say it here. :P
6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will?
I don't wanna think about it. I'm straight.
7. If he/she becomes your lover, the thing he/she has to improve on will be?
SHE CANNOT BE MY LOVER, DON'T YOU GET IT?!
8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
know that day will never come. Or it might be the day pigs learnt how to fly.
9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
I said/did something really terrible.
10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is?
Wait for her to come back to Singapore and have our slumber at Myra's! :D
11. Your overall impression of him/her is?
She's totally LOVABLE. :P
12. How do you think people around you will feel about you?
Ask those people.
13. The characteristics you love of yourself are?
I'm not answering this.
14. On the contrary, the characteristics you hate of yourself are?
Being super super kan cheong which can end up being rather extreme. Everyone agrees with me.
15. The most ideal person you would like to be is?
Myself without the flaws. Haha.
16. For people that like you and care about you, say something to them?
THANKYOU :D
17. Pass this quiz on to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you?
1) KM
2) Sethrina
3) Fiona Tan
4) Jane Leong
5) Denatured Enzyme Lock (Deb)
6) Grace
7) Amanda Loh (I really want you to do this again :D)
8) Elsa Chan (If you happen to see this, invite me to your blog! Haha.)
9) Bero
10) Ally

(ok those names are just for the sake of doing the remaining questions)
18. Who is (6) having a relationship with?
Single and happy.
19. Is (9) a male or female?
Female. Well the top ten are female.
20. If (7) and (10) get together, will it be a good thing?
NO, and I'm sure they wouldn't approve of it either.
21. What is (2) studying about?
Umm, to be honest I don't know. O.O Secondary school subjects :D
22. When was the last time you had a chat with (3)?
Friday! I went over to her place to learn to bake BROWNIES :D
23. What kind of music band does (8) like?
Crap, I don't know. We need more A2 bonding time Elsasa! *hides face*
24. Does (1) have any siblings?
Yup. Her shuaige who's always craving for Griffin(no dor) fries.
25. Will you woo (3)?
Sorry Fiona, nope :D
26. How about (7)?
And sorry Amanda, nope :D
27. Is (4) single?
Hmm, I guess so.
28. What is the surname of (5)?
LOCK. Cool right.
29. What is the hobby of (10)?
Well, I know she loves anime, so probably watching anime? :P
30. Do (5) and (9) get along well?
The Junior-Senior relationship - yes, I'm pretty sure :D
31. Where is (2) studying at?
Uhh, Canberra Sec, if I'm not wrong.
32. Talk something casually about (1)?
She's my cousin and TKG choir senior :D
33. Have you tried developing feelings for (8)?
I have to make a point that I'm totally STRAIGHT.
34. Where does (9) live?
Eunos.
35. What colour does (4) like?
I'm guessing the bright colours. :)
36. Are (5) and (1) best friends?
They hardly know each other, I guess.
37. Does (1) have any pets?
She used to have fishes, and terrapins, and tadpoles(?), and the SEA MONKEYS(I LOVE SEA MONKEYS! :D)
38. Is (7) the sexiest person in the whole world?
She'll whack me if I said no. Okay, but she's nicenicenice :D
39. What is (10) doing now?
Uhh, studying the scriptures? Or probably sleeping?

Done done done :D Yay Amanda Loh you'll be so proud of me :D
I just realised I have 6 AMANDAs on my phonebook. This is so cool :P
And I know more than 6 Amandas. Lol.
Anyway, my passport photo looked more like a guy with my hair tied up, so my dad was telling me to tie up my hair and remove my specs when I leave on tues so that I'll look more like the photo in my passport. Haha.
And I got the Christmas cards already! Yay :D I'm gonna write and send the 1st batch out tomorrow/tuesday (well, it'll be posted out by tuesday due to a certain someone who lives so far away and I've no idea how long it'll take to reach to her o.o)
Yes, Christmas' coming realllll early this year. :D

Pictures from Fiona's place will come up soon :P
2days to Seoul :D
Xoxo.

Friday, December 05, 2008
Like a comet pulled from orbit, as it passes a sun

Pictures refused to upload, I'll try to post em' up tmr alright :)

Anyway, went to Fiona's place today to learn to bake brownies and it was really really fun though brownies didn't exactly turn out fantastic. Tasted good though. And phototaking of the package stuff for Fiona and Tracy :P So I'm gonna bake brownies for people for Christmas this year. Yay. Good luck to people who are gonna get my brownies this year. :D

I need to buy cards soon. I need to send them out soon. I need to finish packing out my luggage. I need to buy ingredients to bake brownies. I need to do my personal progress... Ahhhh. I've got plenty of things to do.

I shall drift off to lalaland now. Stake YW Mutual tmr. Yayyyy :P Though it's 9 in the morning 0.0

Pictures will come up tomorrow, if blogger permits :D

Xoxo.


Okay, on second thought, I'm gonna do 1 Value Experience, clear some of my books/worksheets to sell to the Rag-and-Bone guy unless you want to buy it (To get some moolah & stop being annoyed by the parental units about it - killing two birds with one stone huh :D), go to Fiona's place to learn how to bake (yay!) and out with my parents this evening to get more stuff for the Seoul trip.

If you're wondering why I have to sell most of my books off, my brother's combination's almost different from mine. Apart from the subjects everyone has to take.

Me: EL, HCL, Bio, Chem, AM, EM, Music O Level, CH(SS/Geog E), (And I still have my Econs TB, but not selling it)
Him: EL, CL, Comb Sci (Phy/Chem), AM, EM, CH(SS/Hist E)

Now you know why.

Alright, I'll will post again tonight. Haha. Really. :P
Xoxo.


Today, I'm gonna start on my Personal Progress.

Aim: Do at least 2 Value experiences.

Will blog later. :D
Xoxo.

Thursday, December 04, 2008

Short post today cos I'm pretty worn out. Out to Dhoby Ghaut and City Hall with Yiying today. Bowling (Won 2 out of the 3 games, haha) and Arcading (I just realised my drumming skills isn'r that bad after all :P). My limbs hurt quite a bit now, thanks Yappie.

Took a few photos of Yiying (Since I was the photographer) and she wants it, so I'll post it another day since she made me so tired. Haha.

Facebook status comments are really amusing. You can enlarge it by clicking on it. :D
Lol.
Okay, I'm gonna watch my 9pm show.
5days to Seoul! :D

Xoxo.


I have the sudden urge to blog. No particular reason why though :D

I'm really glad I'm done with Dad's advertisement. Just hoping that there are only minor changes. Productive stuff done. *Pats on the head*.

Was feeling bored so I've decided to fool around with photoshop a bit :D



Okay, I know that was random, but somehow I like it :P

Btw, I've revived my blogshop as well! Visit http://www.beadxlove.blogspot.com/!

Flying off to Korea in 6 days, Seoul to be specific. I'm getting really excited. Hope I'll get to see snow (childhood dream) :D

Alright, it's like 11.16pm already, better get some sleep cauz I need to meet Yi Ying tmr :D
Xoxo.